Tomorrow will be a Better Day

 I had a deep pain deep inside while my heart was full of doubts and jeaulosy was burning the essence of my soul, until this morning . But then, a woman’s tear fell in my lips and my deep inside pain and the one breaking my bones started going away and the cursed grief hurting my heart and soul as furious volcano also went away. It was just as if I had fallen from a very high place. I thought I was dead, torn to pieces but this did not happened. What happened was that God saw the purity of my feelings and He brought me up from that floor and He placed me to a side and now I ask myself whether I am truly alive? The memory of that deep pain is still too close but something inside me wants to believe again but I am no longer the same being. It is just as if I was a tree that had been given one hundred blows and has not fall down because of his hardness. I think that I am still covered by blood, my own spilled blood. I think that I still feel the pain of what I went through, maybe I can understand Lazarus coming back from death and I feel half alive, I think that I need time to believe again in the stars of the firmament allowing their light to announce a bright morning.

The tear that touched my lips have changed the cycle of this story. I fell from a cliff and I saw myself tore down in pieces and now everything is back together. I don’t know whether to laugh or to cry, but here I declare what I have been able to understand: ” In order to live, is necessary to love and be loved. Life without love is only mere pain. Love must be care for in such a way that we must give even the whole life -in a conscious way, because of Love.

I don’t feel happy but I don’t feel the despise of life neither the agony of a lost existence, maybe I am breathing again and I am even afraid of believing again, but I cling to my God who rescued me from darkness and I know that tomorrow by virtue of Love, it will be a better day.

-Author/Artist: Oscar Basurto Carbonell
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